by Nathan Chua
More often than not, couples come to counseling explaining their respective sides of the mess that has become of their relationship. Each of them has turned into a lawyer for their respective cases to prosecute and defend. For the trained eye though, they are engaging in a pattern of attack and defend. They’ve come to therapy to find an advocate or the ultimate authority in the person of the counselor. It is the therapist or counselor who will make the final determination of who is right and who is wrong. In some cases, they see the therapist as the final arbiter who can determine the fate of their relationship.
For those who are hoping to find some ways of resolving their differences, they face the dilemma of still loving and caring for their partner, but at the same time, can’t wrap their heads around why they end up fighting like mortal enemies over some trivial matters. It’s like their partner turns into something else other than the person they fell in love with. This while each shows glimpses of that lovable side in more sober moments.
Couples find themselves dealing with two dilemmas. These twin dilemmas are what I described in the first paragraph of this blogpost. The dilemma about who’s right and who’s wrong (i.e. who should back down and submit to the authority of the counselor), and the dilemma of whether the relationship is worth saving or not.
Fortunately, there is a surefire way to save your relationship. I believe that no matter what you end up doing as a couple, a successful handling of your dilemma means that you retain a relationship with your partner regardless of whether it remains together or not. With this silver bullet to all relationships, a couple may end up having a better way of handling their conflicts, or discover that they might be better off as separate individuals who can still learn to be friends after.
The best way to find out what the ultimate fate of the relationship will be, is to change the only thing that each partner has the most control over: Themselves! In other words, if you change yourself for the better, you are more likely to enjoy a couple of possible results. You either end up having a better relationship because your partner notices your positive changes, or you realize that no matter how much you change, your partner doesn’t.
Let’s take the first possible result. If your partner senses the positive changes you have made, there is a greater likelihood that they will change too. For example, when, after years of trying, you decide not to badger your partner about how messy the room is. Your partner may notice that sudden but welcome change. Having felt relieved of the constant reminders, your partner may in turn show you their appreciation by, well, cleaning up the room!
Changing yourself can also solve the dilemma of whether you should stay in the relationship or otherwise. If you have done your part to make changes in yourself and see a lack of response in your partner, then maybe it’s time to come to the realization that you no longer share the same ideas about who or what is important to both of your lives at this moment. By getting yourself out of the attack and defend pattern, you will know that your partner’s unresponsiveness is not rooted in the way you handle conflict, but a difference in your life directions.
To end this post, just remember that when all things seem hopeless, you still have yourself to count on for change.
“Be the change you want to see in the world,” Mahatma Gandhi.