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Facing the New Year with Awareness, Courage, and Love

by Nathan Chua

The title of this post is not an original, at least the part that counts most.  Many times in my graduate studies, I had wondered what, bottomline, counseling was about.  I mean, what is it basically that we are trying to accomplish?  At some point in my graduate studies, I thought it was forgiveness.  It turns out that I will find an answer to this in my readings of Kevin Polk and his co-authors.  It’s about helping clients to become more aware, to act courageously, and to do so lovingly.

Let’s take them one at a time. 

Awareness:

Much of what we regret doing stems from acting in ways that are automatic.  How often have we seen people commit homicides in this country, only to see them realize that they had lost control over their actions for a split second?  There was even a case of a police officer who had a sterling record of service, who now has an indelible audiovisual account of him shooting a hapless middle-aged woman dead.  His promising career that took him years to build was upended by a brief moment of rage.

Awareness is a word that I often heard around the graduate classes I attended.  In ACT or Acceptance and Commitment Therapy, the word that is more often used to describe awareness is noticing.  For me, the gerund form makes it an active pursuit that we can do from moment to moment.  If we learn to practice noticing, then there’s a chance for a split second that the police officer I earlier mentioned would be able to choose more effective actions in that moment of rage.  It could have averted the loss of two lives.  One ended by a shot in the head, while the other was left to languish in prison.

Courage:

One thing ACT has taught me is that noticing is not just noticing or being aware of the difficult thoughts and feelings that we have.  It also involves noticing the rest of us.  By that I mean, we also notice other facets of the context that can move us in the direction of what is important to us in each moment.  Being a complete human being with all its history and complexity involves noticing that part of us that can move towards important ends.  

Over involvement in avoiding and controlling difficult inner experiences can lead us to tiring out of life and learning hopelessness is just around the corner anytime.  The peculiar thing about us is that we are capable of doing things that we don’t normally expect from ourselves when the stakes are high enough to respond in ways that go beyond our own urges to be self-protective.  We seem to be capable of running towards difficult inner experiences rather than run away when it matters.  That shy, unassuming classmate of yours can all of a sudden show up in the news being called a hero for saving a complete stranger from a burning car.  As Dr. Steven Hayes, the instigator of ACT, loves to say, “That’s just the kind of monkey we are.”  So we are capable of doing courageous, selfless acts.  It’s just built in.  It can resurface in our consciousness if we become more noticing.

Love:

And as we do those courageous acts, we are also capable of seeing the world from other people’s perspectives.  We are capable of empathy and acts of kindness in the face of challenging circumstances.  You, my readers, do it every day!  We can do inconvenient acts for the sake of someone we care for.  We come to the side of those who mourn.  We help out without anyone knowing.  We care for our kids even if it means sacrificing our own convenience.

That in a nutshell can sum up what we do in counseling.  Making us the whole human beings that we were meant to be based on how we were wired.  It’s not easy being human because we have a very handy tool that can also cause us much suffering.  The mind is there to do its job.  Objectively noticing that it is neither a boss nor an enemy makes a big difference.  We just need to learn to notice it doing its thing, face our fears and do things that matter anyway, and then do it with love and care for ourselves and others as well.  In other words, we are all capable of awareness, courage, and love, but sometimes we are not aware, or aware that we are not aware sometimes.  And this my friends, takes practice!   

Have a more noticing new year to come and thank you for coming to this place for the past 2021.

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Why some remain skeptical about counseling

by Nathan Chua

With the way many mainstream and social media entities have dealt with the topic of mental health, it may be surprising for some to know that therapy and counseling has yet to completely shake off the social stigma attached to seeking help for mental health problems.  Although the pandemic could have reduced some of the skepticism, there are still many who are adamant about their views.  I know some of you reading this will think, “Uh oh, here we go again, another article in defense of seeking professional help.”  Quite the contrary though, and sorry to disappoint you, but this post is more about taking a long hard look at what the profession has done to produce such skepticism.  Maybe it’s time to look inside our practices and see what our role is in contributing to this lack of confidence.  

In his book, “The Anatomy of an Epidemic,” author and journalist, Robert Whitaker talks about how drugs have been abused to treat otherwise well-functioning individuals who suffered serious albeit temporary mental problems.  As I have written before in a previous blog post, this is what Dr. Steven Hayes often refers to as the “DSMization” or biomedicalization of mental health care.  Dr. Hayes even encourages dropping the term, “mental health,” for something that is more attuned to what the current science is showing.  He suggests the use of mental resilience or mental skills instead.  In sum, the current approach of classifying people into categories and subcategories of disease has done more harm than good.  It has led to the abuse of medications that more often produce unnecessary and rather serious side effects.  I have written about this in a past blog post, so let’s turn now to the crux of what I want to share in this one.   

The second point which I want to emphasize for this post is what I heard Dr. Hayes said about our work in the helping profession that uses talking (or language) as a primary medium of change.  At the time I heard it, I couldn’t understand what he meant when he said that in our field of work, experience predicts confidence not competence.  I even took the time to post my difficulty understanding Dr. Hayes’ words in one of the social media groups I have belonged to since attending some workshops in the past.  I didn’t really find any of the comments to my posted question to hit the nail on the head.  Finally and luckily, I came across a podcast where Dr. Hayes himself explained what he meant.  

It’s pretty much like learning how to shoot the ball in the game of basketball.  Looking at how your shot went gives you the feedback you need to see how you can improve your shooting skills, or which shooting form works.  Yes, feedback!  Now can you imagine if you were shooting with a blindfold all along! 

In my first nine years of practice, I had followed what was mostly being taught in mainstream psychology here in the Philippines.  Of course, my clients eventually get better!  But better at what?  Well, mainly they had become better at reducing some of that anxiety, depression, etc.  The rule of thumb can be summed up this way, you are here for counseling because you need help in removing some of that difficult feeling inside in order for you to do whatever it is you want moving forward.

At times then I was wondering, do my clients really get better because of my work, or are they just recovering on their own over time?  The other side of it is, why are my clients coming back for sessions every time there is a new challenge in front of them?  Furthermore, with the approaches I had tried, I had to read up on so many books and enroll in so many training modules in order to address the myriad of cases presented to me!  I thought this feels quite like an impossible task!  Is there anyone who can master all of these protocols for every mental health concern?  Is that even human?

And of course I was getting good feedback, because clients do learn that these difficult emotions do have a shelf life!  And I had become their shoulder to cry on when things get rough once again!  So who’s the expert here?  

Even while I was in business, I was always looking for better stuff.  I remember in my 40s, I found myself hitting a ceiling with finding answers through my spiritual journey.  And as I pursued further studies in counseling, I hit another ceiling!  It felt like whatever I was doing, I could not attest to myself that these same methods I use with my clients do lead me to get past my own limitations!  

Now I am not saying here that I have reached some kind of perfection in terms of the way I deal with my personal struggles.  In fact, I am still learning up until this writing.  But in Contextual Behavioral Science (in general and Acceptance and Commitment Therapy in particular), I think I have found a place where there is a way past that final ceiling.  And guess what?  If there was something available out there that proves to me that I can find a science that can even be better than what is available in contextual behavioral science, I will take it!  Because what matters to me in my work is what actually works!  That is why I am now an ACT therapist and a functional contextualist!  I think it is by far the most scientifically sound approach and the one that will gradually take me through that hardest of all ceilings!  This is the fire that burns in me and the reason why I am passionate about sharing this with you!

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After Infidelity

by Nathan Chua

What now?  Couples who have experienced a betrayal are often at a loss about what to do with the current state of affairs.  Yes, there will be the initial shock and anger and bickering.  At times, there might even be physical altercations.  No doubt a betrayal is the most common reason for couples to come to therapy and is also one of the most difficult problems to come out of.  

Many have been surprised to find out that the effects of infidelity can linger on for many years in spite of signs that the betrayed partner has already moved on.  In some cases, it can also happen that the betrayed partner is unable to acknowledge the painful memories that still cast a shadow on the relationship.  This may be for fear of revisiting old wounds and being labeled as unforgiving or being stuck in the past by the offending partner.  There are multiple aspects that need to be addressed in the aftermath of an affair.  I hope you find some hope in the tips I offer here on your road to recovery.     

For the offended party:

Tip 1:  You will very likely have flashbacks.  Flashbacks are different from memories as they signal to the person that the abuse is still occurring in the present.  Suspicions show up regularly.  On the other hand, a memory is simply a recollection of events from the past which does not necessarily have to be acted on or suppressed.  Betrayed partners, if the flashbacks last long enough, will begin to wonder if there is something wrong with them for being unable to move on from the hurt.  In fact, there are quite a number who have actually seen a doctor to get medication for their symptoms.  The drawback here is that even as these flashbacks are to be expected, many end up only getting temporary relief from the medication.  They now not only have to worry about the flashbacks, they also get concerned about the fact that they are still having them in spite of the medication.  Frequent fights that seem to come out of nowhere can result from the self-stigma that happens due to frequent failed attempts at suppressing painful memories. 

Tip 2:  Your partner, if they are sincere, will feel guilty about the transgression.  The more you attack them the more they would want to withdraw from the conversation.  Unfortunately, the more the offending party withdraws, the more the betrayed partner feels insecure and suspicious of the silence or the dismissive remarks.  This is the loop that couples end up experiencing because of their inability to cope in more effective ways.  

Tip 3:  Get in touch with your softer emotions that are normally hidden underneath all that anger and hatred.  Think about what you want to stand for at this moment.  Ask yourself,  “What would you like your kids to see in how you confront difficult situations such as these?  If you were being the person you want to be in these challenging times, what would you say to your spouse?”       

For the Offending Party:

Tip 1:  Realize that your partner has gone through a form of trauma as some experts would say.  Your partner is not doing this on purpose.  It is impossible to predict how long the effects will last on your partner.  Your partner will never be able to forget what happened but you can both start building new memories of warmth and compassion.  Your withdrawal will reflect coldness and a lack of sensitivity to someone that has been hurt very deeply.  

Tip 2:  Validate your partner’s feelings and avoid dismissive comments.  Validation does not mean you agree with what your partner is saying.  It is just a means to let your partner know that you understand what they are going through and will be there in times when the emotions become overwhelming for them.  

Tip 3:  The best way to react to such an unfortunate turn in your relationship is to be validating and reassuring.  Many offending partners have problems tolerating the mood shifts that come with a betrayal.  However the more impatient you get, the more your partner will suspect that you have yet to come clean.  

Is it time to leave?

My training in couples therapy has taught me that there needs to be certain conditions for a couple to remain together.  Of course, the default is always toward saving the relationship.  Infidelity is solely the responsibility of the offending partner but the relationship itself is the responsibility of both.  The betrayed partner is never to be blamed.  At this point, the only recourse available is to find ways to recover in more effective ways.

Many couples experience a regeneration in their relationship after a betrayal.  For one, with some help, couples can learn to treasure their relationship even more and not take things for granted.  Secondly, couples can also learn how to get out of their respective comfort zones in order to speak more openly with each other.  The things that they can learn in therapy can also serve them in the process of creating what some experts would refer to as marriage (or relationship) number two.  

In my years of working with couples who have suffered from the effects of an affair, I have learned that recovery can be summed up in an old prayer written by Reinhold Niebuhr, which I will paraphrase here:  When suffering and working through infidelity, it is important that we understand what is meant by having the serenity to accept the things we cannot change; having the courage to change the things we can change; and finally having the wisdom to know the difference.      

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Living with Purpose and Intent

by Nathan Chua

“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever,”

Mahatma Gandhi

Have you come to a point in your life when you feel like as it says in the Bible, chasing after the wind?  Have you ever felt like every day has become a pointless pursuit of comfort and tranquility?  Has your life turned into an endless problem to solve?  You go from fixing one problem after another.  When’s the next challenge going to come?  Will I be able to surmount the bigger ones down the line?

If you have, don’t worry, you’re not alone.  I came from the same quagmire.  Early in my career, I started believing that life was about fulfilling a role of being around to be the problem solver.  Furthermore, I had learned from my history that the secret to the good life is the comfortable life.  One in which I can be the great problem solver, conquering one obstacle at a time until there remain only the easier ones.  I dreamt of eventually coasting along as I moved into old age.

I lived that way for the first 20 years of my working life.  People around me would notice how I looked then.  I often carried a tired and angry expression on my face; always on alert for the next challenge that comes my way.  I was the hero who was always ready to come to the rescue.   

To borrow a metaphor I saw in a YouTube video, you can view a rabbit running across from a window, but you wouldn’t know if that rabbit was going for a carrot or running away from a predator.  I was like that rabbit that people saw from a window.  One couldn’t tell if I was in business because I simply enjoyed doing it or if I was doing it to avoid the shame that comes if I had failed in business.  For those who are new here, I spent the first 20 years of my career as a businessman.  A failure in business meant I had failed my family.  

You would probably understand why I often looked tired and angry.  Tired because life has become a struggle and angry because I didn’t see any end in sight.  Life was sending me challenge after challenge to surmount.  Like the rabbit running away from a predator that eventually tires out, I was exhausted escaping from the jaws of my shaming, “Whatever happens, don’t be a failure,” thoughts.  

One day I woke up and started noticing the hamster wheel I was on.  It was as if I was living backwards.  Like some of what I learned in psychodynamic therapy, I lived hoping to come back to the safety of my mother’s womb, wishing to get back to that fetal position of a tranquil life.

That tranquil life turns out to be a mirage.  No matter how much we try to avoid it, life has its challenges and running away from the feelings and thoughts that these challenges come with, is like becoming a rabbit that spends most of its time fleeing a predator, although in my case the predator is my own worst fears.

You and I can pivot towards a life in pursuit of what truly matters to us.  Rabbits run away from life-threatening circumstances.  We humans though can run away from our thoughts and not just actual threats to our safety.  It only takes the rabbit to notice when the noise behind the bushes was just a gust of wind to make it go and pursue food or a mate.  Although it is difficult, we can start to make changes in our life directions by noticing if we are spending much of our energies running away from our unpleasant internal experiences, or if we are pursuing the qualities of being and living that matter to us.

The happy rabbit is the one that pursues nourishment and the possibility of a mate.  Take it from there, are you willing to start pursuing the rich and meaningful life, even if it means that your fearful inner experiences will become more evident as you go.  Maybe that’s what Gandhi meant in his words.  His life was mostly about pursuing something that was good and noble, rather than about running away from the dangers his mind reminded him of.  He pursued the irrational move to expose himself to the dangers of a life spent for the welfare of others, and paid the ultimate price.  Nonetheless, he lived, not the tranquil life, but the meaningful one.  He is the quintessential rabbit moving in the direction of what he wanted to do with his time…every single minute.

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Getting Hooked by Angry Thoughts!

by Nathan Chua

If you are old enough to watch the daily news or get regular updates online through social media platforms, you would be familiar with the all too common sights of road rage or someone who had just lost his or her temper and did something that was captured on a phone camera.  We have seen how people do things that they would never have even dreamt about in reaction to their angry thoughts and feelings.  How many times have we seen previously law-abiding citizens commit heinous acts and then later on regret what they had done when it was too late.  In Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT), the term used to describe this process of fusing with thoughts is “getting hooked.”  Fusing with thoughts means our thoughts dictate what we do.   

Yes, I should have seen it coming!  It was in late September this year that I realized I had to re-register to vote.  For those who are not from the Philippines, the background is about being automatically delisted as a voter if one has missed voting in two consecutive elections.  I had thought all along that I had just missed one midterm election, but only to realize accidentally when I came upon a Facebook post that assessed my eligibility as a voter in late September, that I had missed voting in a small town (barangay) election that was held one year before the midterm elections.  Of course, that induced some panic in me when I recalled online videos showing the horribly long queues of people lining up in the midst of a pandemic to register before the deadline set by the end of September!  As I attempted to find ways to register where there were shorter lines and found out how tough it was to navigate the government website to print out the necessary forms, I realized that this will take a herculean effort.  Sacrificing a day of productive work just to register as a voter was not exactly what I had envisioned for what is supposedly a democratic country where the right to vote is protected, facilitated, or made as easy as possible.  

To cut the story short, I finally ended up having to deal with getting requirements to register all over again.  And true enough, I felt the process was disproportionately tedious for the simple act of voting.  Upon completing my documents I set out to register only to be told rather nonchalantly that my documents were unacceptable!  You can just imagine how frustrating that could be after you had braved the long lines and a pandemic just to register.  

I eventually got into a heated argument with the two people in charge of checking my documents.  It took me about five minutes to realize that I had gotten hooked by my angry thoughts!  Upon noticing what I had been doing, I quickly apologized for my behavior.  It was not the person I wanted to be in that moment, and not the way I wanted to handle the situation.  As you can see you are not alone in struggling with your anger.  Even counselors like me can get hooked!  

Here are other examples of getting hooked by our thoughts:   

  • Have you ever had an experience when you were having a dinner conversation with someone important only to realize that you missed half the conversation?  
  • Have you ever played with your child and all of a sudden noticed that your toddler is just about to fall off the crib?  
  • Or drove all the way to work and didn’t know how you got there or which route you took?  
  • Have you ever come home after someone tried to steal your bag during your walk?  Once you arrive to your family, you would probably be talking about this experience with them for hours and even days.  The experience can get you off your normal routines at home.

All of these involve something grabbing your attention and our minds start giving us reasons for not playing with our kids or hugging our partner.  In other words, your world stops in those moments.  You become less of the kind, loving, and caring person you used to be.   

In my case, with all the bureaucratic requirements I had to go through, I was hooked by the thought that the government is bad.  Hence, I felt physically tense the minute I went into the registration site.  I failed to notice this and went about the business of registering not ready for any possible frustration that might come my way. 

In hindsight, I was already hooked even before the challenging situation happened!  It’s hard to recognize a hook until we notice that biting the hook has brought us in a different direction!  This process of unhooking from our thoughts is based on what Dr. Steven Hayes explains as looking at our thoughts rather than looking from our thoughts.  The original name for ACT was comprehensive distancing, which means distancing from the thoughts that our minds give us, so our thoughts don’t dictate what we do.   

The first step in being able to distance ourselves from our thoughts is to be more noticing.    

On that afternoon at the voter registration facility, I got hooked!  I noticed only about five minutes into my ranting and quickly made amends to my ways.  Some damage had already been done though and my thoughts began to run wild with shaming accusations that I am just not a good enough person, much less a counselor.  

Well, here’s what ACT has to say about that too.  We will get hooked no matter how hard we try to be more noticing, for we are only human.  What doesn’t change though is that little voice in our heads that reminds us of what we want to be about in each and every moment.  Realize that and ask ourselves after getting hooked, “Has anything that was important to us changed?”  Perhaps not.  Every time we fall into not noticing, we can always get up again and do our best in moving towards the person we want to be and the life we want to live.  

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The Surefire Way to Save Your Relationship!

by Nathan Chua

More often than not, couples come to counseling explaining their respective sides of the mess that has become of their relationship.  Each of them has turned into a lawyer for their respective cases to prosecute and defend.  For the trained eye though, they are engaging in a pattern of attack and defend.  They’ve come to therapy to find an advocate or the ultimate authority in the person of the counselor.  It is the therapist or counselor who will make the final determination of who is right and who is wrong.  In some cases, they see the therapist as the final arbiter who can determine the fate of their relationship. 

For those who are hoping to find some ways of resolving their differences, they face the dilemma of still loving and caring for their partner, but at the same time, can’t wrap their heads around why they end up fighting like mortal enemies over some trivial matters.  It’s like their partner turns into something else other than the person they fell in love with.  This while each shows glimpses of that lovable side in more sober moments.

Couples find themselves dealing with two dilemmas.  These twin dilemmas are what I described in the first paragraph of this blogpost.  The dilemma about who’s right and who’s wrong (i.e. who should back down and submit to the authority of the counselor), and the dilemma of whether the relationship is worth saving or not.

Fortunately, there is a surefire way to save your relationship.  I believe that no matter what you end up doing as a couple, a successful handling of your dilemma means that you retain a relationship with your partner regardless of whether it remains together or not.  With this silver bullet to all relationships, a couple may end up having a better way of handling their conflicts, or discover that they might be better off as separate individuals who can still learn to be friends after.  

The best way to find out what the ultimate fate of the relationship will be, is to change the only thing that each partner has the most control over:  Themselves!  In other words, if you change yourself for the better, you are more likely to enjoy a couple of possible results.  You either end up having a better relationship because your partner notices your positive changes, or you realize that no matter how much you change, your partner doesn’t.  

Let’s take the first possible result.  If your partner senses the positive changes you have made, there is a greater likelihood that they will change too.  For example, when, after years of trying, you decide not to badger your partner about how messy the room is.  Your partner may notice that sudden but welcome change.  Having felt relieved of the constant reminders, your partner may in turn show you their appreciation by, well, cleaning up the room!

Changing yourself can also solve the dilemma of whether you should stay in the relationship or otherwise.  If you have done your part to make changes in yourself and see a lack of response in your partner, then maybe it’s time to come to the realization that you no longer share the same ideas about who or what is important to both of your lives at this moment.  By getting yourself out of the attack and defend pattern, you will know that your partner’s unresponsiveness is not rooted in the way you handle conflict, but a difference in your life directions.

To end this post, just remember that when all things seem hopeless, you still have yourself to count on for change.  

“Be the change you want to see in the world,” Mahatma Gandhi.

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Why People Relapse

by Nathan Chua

Seeing a client again after a while evokes mixed feelings for me.  Part of me says, I am happy to meet an old friend again and someone with whom I had deep, important, and meaningful conversations.  But another part of me tells me that I might have not done the best job that was possible within the means that I knew.  The pendulum swings to the negative even more, if I hear a loved one of a former client inform me of a relapse.  What is wrong with my approach?  Why do people (myself included) relapse?

I have two things that can explain this.  One is, it is quite normal for us to have relapses.  In fact, before 2019, I often tell my clients that they are welcome to come back on an as-needed basis rather than our usual weekly or bi-weekly meetings.  Now that they have improved in handling their difficult emotions, I fully expect them to have relapses every now and then.  I am relieved though that even as some clients do come back for the sporadic follow-up sessions, they do manage to rekindle some of what they had learned from our previous work more quickly than they would otherwise.

The second reason I believe relapses happen, is the focus on symptom-alleviation in the approaches that I had available to me.  In 2019, I learned about Acceptance and Commitment Therapy or ACT.  Since then I have begun to understand that not all of these relapses are to be counted off as expected realities.  

Helping clients manage their symptoms has its weak points because recovery is based largely on their level of distress.  In this case, the client’s attention is focused on whether the depression, anxiety, etc, are still around or not!  It’s like regularly watching your back to see if the symptoms have gone or are kept to a minimum.

The reality though is life can often hand us challenges that can go beyond what we believe is our capacity to manage these symptoms.  The randomness of life can give us something that can overwhelm our capacities to suppress these painful feelings.  Running away or keeping these feelings underwater like a giant beach ball has its limits.

I love the way Dr. Russ Harris uses the metaphor of the two donkeys to illustrate this.  Let’s say we have two options to make two donkeys move in a certain direction.  One donkey was made to move with the experience and the threat of being hit by a stick, while the other was prodded by a carrot in front of it.  Which donkey do we think will last longer?  I presume most of us would say that it would be the second donkey with the carrot.  Secondly, which donkey do we think would be happier as it moves in the direction we want?  It’s quite a natural choice for us to say that it will still be the second one.

I used to call myself eclectic in my approach simply because I had to use different techniques and frameworks to address different problems.  However, there is one underlying presumption in these approaches that I had adopted for the first 10 years of my work, that counseling was all about alleviating symptoms or suffering, so people can go on living their “normal” lives.  

Under these approaches though, clients would tend to measure their progress by the absence or suppression of their symptoms.  For example, if my depression or anxiety is kept to a minimum tolerable level, only then can I move on with the tasks of living.  The end result becomes achieving a life absent those overwhelming feelings again.  Clients end up thinking that feeling good is what makes them “normal.”  This is what in behavioral terms is called living life under aversive control.  It is just like the donkey that is motivated by the avoidance of the stick.

In ACT, an alternative way of motivating people to live the kind of lives they want for themselves.  I learned what it means to be the donkey motivated by the carrot ahead of it.  Wouldn’t life be so much more fun if we had the carrot that we follow until the very last breath we take?  In behavioral terms, this is life lived under appetitive control.  It is not looking behind our shoulders every now and then, and reminding ourselves that we have BPD or OCD or MDD, etc. that is just waiting for us with open mouths to swallow us again.

This is about looking at ourselves as a whole human being and not just parts of ourselves.  We are whole.  We are not broken.  These painful experiences, emotions, thoughts, and physical sensations are part of our makeup as human beings.  We are not machines to be taken apart and having to remove parts of ourselves that we think are causing the depression, the anxiety, or the obsessive thoughts, or whatnot.

Being human means we chase after our carrots in life with the pain that comes along in that chase.  That’s when we know that we exist with a purpose.  Maybe with this in mind, a relapse only signals a need for a refresher on what is important to my clients, and not just being reminded of the ways to run away from pain.  What a difference ACT in 2019 made to my practice!

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Are some emotions toxic?

by Nathan Chua

How was your day?  Toxic!  How often have you and I heard this from a partner, friend, co-worker, or even ourselves?  It may be unsaid, but in our subconscious, that normally means we had a day with really “bad” emotions.  The mantra seems to be, we have to be feeling good at least most of our day to make it a day worth our while.  The toxic day becomes nothing more than one that’s wasted, forgotten, and thrown into the garbage bin, a part of the many insignificant moments of our personal history.

This is often thrown around in media and online circles as positive thinking.  The undisclosed rule here is, we need to have positive feelings in order to move forward with whatever it is we want to do with our relationships, careers, etc.  We flip it around and we come up with the opposite rule, negative feelings equals a negative life or a life that is spent dwelling in negative thoughts.  Simply stated, negative feelings mean you can’t do much that’s productive.  These unwanted feelings cause us to do bad stuff or become unproductive.  

Much of this comes from what we learn as kids from our parents.  The ultimate babysitter rule is don’t be angry cause anger causes you to act badly towards your siblings.  What’s so bad about learning that, you might ask?  One way to answer this is with a question.  Why do you think there are some men out there who believe that anger causes them to lose control of their actions?  It’s because these men were trained to think that the emotion of anger is the invisible thing that causes them to become violent.  But nobody ever got into trouble with anger.  It is what we do with our anger that does that. 

Another problem that this rule about avoiding negative feelings can create, is that we can believe that we should remain positive even in situations that would normally cause us to feel sad or anxious.  This way we become insensitive to context.  We pretty much saw this in certain events when the Covid 19 pandemic struck.  Some people remained optimistic that the virus was going to just go away and threw caution to the wind.  Positive thinking in this context works rather poorly in saving lives.

Emotions are there to give us messages that there may be something here that is important to us.  In what ways, you may ask.  

Here are some ways our negative emotions can be helpful to our well-being:

  • When our kid crosses the street:  Without the fear that our child could get badly hurt in a car accident, we would not grab the child out of danger when they attempt to put one foot out on the street.  The so-called “negative” emotion can be just the thing to keep us breathing.
  • When we visit the grieving:  Without sadness, we will not be able to be present with the people who had suffered a loss.  I mean, wouldn’t you think the grieving would feel more comforted when they know that they are not alone in their sadness, guilt, fear, and whatnot?
  • When we date:  Without having a clear sense of our feelings while we are on a date, we could end up with multiple relationships that are abusive.  For instance, if you do not sense that this person makes you feel unimportant because they only want to talk about themselves, then you might be in for a rude awakening some day.  You miss an opportunity to say no to your date and find another one who may make you have a sense that your evening, your ideas, and your feelings matter as much to them as they do to you.
  • When we want to discover who we want to be:  The most difficult feelings we have usually tell us about what truly matters to us.  If we care about friendships, then we would naturally feel anxiety when we are in a situation where friendships can be made.  If we care about being accepted, then the possibility of rejection is something that would mortify us.  Behind the anxiety and the fear of rejection we often miss the idea that being sociable and being accepting matter to us dearly.  If they didn’t matter, they wouldn’t hurt!  Are being sociable and accepting qualities we would want to run away from?  If we do (primarily because we don’t want the pain that comes with these qualities of being), we lose chances of discovering who we want to be.  And time can go by really fast without us noticing that we have been so busy pursuing relief from the pain but not really being the sociable and accepting person we want to be.

As you see, we have feelings for good reasons.  That’s just how we were built in order for us to survive and succeed in cooperative groups; for we did evolve successfully in groups.  We are not the solitary type of species.  

Furthermore, not wanting to feel bad means we can’t be happy either!  How does this happen?  Think about that trip you made to Boracay.  If you are the type who does not want to feel disappointed, then you would not want to feel too bad when your vacation ends.  We end up living a flat life with very little adventure since full-on enjoyment reminds us of full-on disappointment.  To paraphrase a renowned psychologist, your mind is like your hand, it cannot choose what it can feel.  Your hand will feel both the rough and the smooth surfaces.  We can’t tell our hands to only feel the good stuff. 

On a final note, I want you to notice the difference between making a presentation with the goal of getting it over and done with, and how you’d feel if you made the presentation regardless of how hard it was emotionally, simply because it was important for you to do it for an audience that you cared about.  The former will probably be more about a sense of relief, while the latter would most likely give you an experience of accomplishment and satisfaction.  Now, which side would you like to be on? 

Remember, both situations have anxiety in common.  One though wants to run away from it, while the other knows anxiety is just part of the deal of pursuing meaningful ends.  Neither of them want anxiety, but one of them accepts it for a cause greater than what they feel.  So the question you would want to ask yourself is, “Would you be willing to have something you don’t like, to gain something that you do want?”  In other words, would you prefer living a life pursuing relief or a life pursuing satisfaction, meaning, and purpose, because as I often like to remind you, my audience, we all have One Life Only!

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Why some good advice may be bad for your relationship

by Nathan Chua

These words of wisdom can range from the general to the specific.  How often have you and I heard some talk show hosts and even some clergy, tell us what to do in our relationships, only to find out that these seem to backfire or only give short term results but eventually fail us when we most need them in our most distressing moments.

Here are some examples that hopefully covers the general and the specific advice: 

  • Love your spouse.
  • Do something to satisfy your partner’s love language everyday.
  • Don’t let the sun go down on your anger.
  • Don’t be stingy with your apologies.  Apologize as soon as you can whenever conflict ensues.

If these types of advice did work for the majority of us, then we would see a lot less marital discords and separations in our midst.  Last I heard, the “divorce” rate in our country doesn’t veer away much from the averages in more economically-developed countries.  Last I heard also, the divorce rates among therapists are even higher than the average in a developed country like the United States.

For example, let’s use the advice that one should immediately seek reconciliation with a partner to avoid drifting apart.  One way to do that is to make an apology as soon as the conflict starts.  This could end up with the couple not just fighting about what they fought about, but also fighting about how the apology was done!  Double whammy!  And then the couple goes off on a tangent with even more issues about the past or future worries about how the relationship will unfold. 

Context Matters:

The types of advice we hear from talk shows and read about online are well-meant.  I mean who could argue that you should make an apology or that you should address your partner’s love language.  The reason this doesn’t qualify as the silver bullet for change in your relationship, is that we are all different based on our own histories, and also that not all situations are the same.  

Going back to the earlier mentioned example, a highly conflict-avoidant partner may use quick apologies to appease situations.  The offended party though has a history of ranting and in his or her view, being hit immediately by an apology doesn’t offer a chance to release some of that inner tension or start any kind of meaningful talk.  

So for instance, they fight about one not being responsible enough to take out the garbage,  Partner A is angry because this has become a constant irritant between them while Partner B uses his quick apology once again to keep the peace.  A now becomes more annoyed because this was not the first time B has used his apology to avert a discussion.  For A, this does not allow for them to have a constructive conversation or a moment when they are both open to arriving at a compromise.  And there they go!  A gets into a fit that B does this, and B retorts that A should be more receptive to his or her apologies.  So the fight goes from a simple household chore, to their differences in the way they handle conflict.  Sound familiar?

As you can see from this example, no advice however sensical they may sound, will be done in a vacuum.  In other words, the solution becomes the problem so that the original problem remains while they fight about the solution that didn’t work because one did not live up to the expectation that the solution is supposed to provide!

So next time be mindful of the advice that you hear in popular media and psychology.  Understand that your partner and you are unique and your situations, likewise.  Try other ways to address these situations that have remained a concern for you for many months or years.  Be aware of these situations as you see them coming.  Look back and see how the situation unfolded, and understand why your relationship is vulnerable to such conflicts.  In other words, be mindful of the context before you apply the advice.    

Finally, remember that you love this person for so many reasons that make your life so much more meaningful.  One of your vows you made rings a bit like the idea that you accept this person for who he or she is.  As Christensen, Jacobson, and Doss have written, “Approach change in the context of acceptance [for] change is the brother of acceptance, but it is the younger brother.”

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Get to know the difference in our approach to counseling…in 30 minutes!

I am quite sure that many of you think that all of the counseling practices being offered in the Philippines are just the same.  Pretty much about common sense advice to deal with your difficulties in the secret life you and I have in our minds.  You probably hear a lot of these in talk shows and see them online in your Google searches.  

I must admit that from 2009 up to 2019, my practice varied only slightly from what was and is still widely available in the Philippines, that of a syndromal and symptom-reduction approach to therapy.  

Since 2019 though, I have come across an approach that I believe jumps out as the most scientifically sound that I have ever experienced applying in my own life, as well as those that I have helped in the past two years or so!

In my zeal and excitement to share this with you, I am now offering a 30-minute session that is packed with enough information for you to see how this relatively new approach in the field of counseling and psychology works so well, and why it is now the most researched method in the world for the last 20 years! 

What you will be shown is what Dr. Kevin Polk calls the Psychological Flexibility Point of View, which can neatly sum up this approach to therapy in just 30 minutes!

Feel free to reach out to us and book yourself a quick 30-minute appointment that we are confident will change your life’s direction!  Yes, that’s all we ask!  Thirty minutes and you are free to decide if you wish to continue your work with us or not.

You can be an individual, a couple, or a family. Just take 30 minutes of your time and see if this is something that will explain best why you and I struggle within our mental worlds!

Call or message me now at 0917 886 LIFE (5433)!  I’d be more than excited to share my newfound knowledge with you, so you can start your journey towards creating that best version of you that you’ve always wanted!